Maybe you are giving me too much credit. I actually did not send Troy off without a little melt-down. The melt-down was controlled and I kept myself from flailing on the ground kicking and screaming in a tantrum of Noah-like proportions. So, that's good, right? 
One part of me really, really wanted Troy to leave. Just to finally be done with eight weeks of almost non-stop sickness, and to get some answers. The other part of me really hates being separated from Troy. That is the bigger part.He is a good best friend, I like being with him. He is cute. He is nicer than me.He makes me laugh.
It all boiled down to one major problem that cannot be denied: I am not good at long-term sympathy. I'm just not. The poor guy felt so awful anytime he did more than move out of bed for an hour and I am like "So, when are you gonna be better then?" "Are you better?" "What about now?" I hate that about me. I can feel sorry for you only until it becomes a nuisance to me that you are ill. What a crappy trait.He needed to leave just to get away from my pressure.
One part of me really, really wanted Troy to leave. Just to finally be done with eight weeks of almost non-stop sickness, and to get some answers. The other part of me really hates being separated from Troy. That is the bigger part.He is a good best friend, I like being with him. He is cute. He is nicer than me.He makes me laugh.
It all boiled down to one major problem that cannot be denied: I am not good at long-term sympathy. I'm just not. The poor guy felt so awful anytime he did more than move out of bed for an hour and I am like "So, when are you gonna be better then?" "Are you better?" "What about now?" I hate that about me. I can feel sorry for you only until it becomes a nuisance to me that you are ill. What a crappy trait.He needed to leave just to get away from my pressure.
